if

if i were to go
if i were to get close to you
what would you think?
i don’t have the courage

if you were to go,
if you were to leave
i don’t know how to send you away
it keeps hanging on my mind

i know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
your heart may look away from me…
and so we could even become strangers
just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …
we’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
after we meet will be painful and sad.

if you were to come
to come near me.
what would i do ?
i really don’t know
because im like a fool.

i know looking is all i can do.