ZEAL OF SURVIVAL

Time always see it’s you
I’m the one that lost the view
But you could make it through
Without me besides

You’ll always make me stand
Thus make me feel as friend
Only when you need a hand
I’ll just put mine in your pant

I just want to make you high
I just want to see you smile
I will never say goodbye
But you only passed me by

I just want to make it straight
Put my voice inside your head
Never thought it was too late
You just leave it to the fate

Sun just arise and giving shine
But the darkness on divine
Cause of you I lost my spine
And I guess I’ll just be fine

When I look you to the air
You’re the only thing I care
So I thought you’d be unfair
You don’t mind leaving me there

I’m tired to win you out
And all I get is left out
I tried to figure you out
But I can only look you out

I’m done with all the vain
All the shit you make me pain
I’ll leave you as no name
I’ll live with what I should gain

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