obsession addiction

this is to show what did someone feel without the one he/she care when they were in a disastrous night. sempat lagi tu berpuisi sebelum masuk tidur. haha. enjoy it! happy reading!! :)

this is obsession
in this hectic darkness
i found out myself deserted
this lonesome told me that
i lost something i have

tonight is the night
i feel i always have had gone
i try to find it but
my recent orders stop me from hunting it

oh god how i can be so empty
and the emptiness dragged me
to the grief of being isolated

oh dear what did you do to me
all i know is that i miss something from you
oh dear don’t do this to me
i’m lost without it
i’m lost without you

oh dear, if you hear me out
i plead for your presence
in each of the night
cause i’m lost without you
you voice enough fill my emptiness
with you even made me feel filled more

oh dear, this is addiction
this is the point where i miss you
and no objection that
i miss you a lot

a memo to the pumpkin

this is just a mere writing since i haven't update this blog for so long. there were a lot of things happen to me lately. just now, i can only say some words. for today, here goes a note for the very special person to me. i know you will read this. this dedication is for you. :)

it was apparent night yet splendid for the very me
the only I can say is; I am sorry
to be into your existence
i can’t help but to be chunk of it
the placate nor concern solely to illustrate
how precious this correlation meant for me
we are yet to convene
but we are way too affectionate for each other
by just fleeting hours

thank you sweetheart
for you to accept me; this little evil as chunk of your life
for you to share your sentiment with me
for you to be the kith and kin with me
for you to everything
may this relation remains firm
for the time being; yet eternally
thank you darling

thank you