sonnet of gratified

this poem was awfully created by me towards a friend that i will never ever forget for now on. the idea was gathered last night after some incident. happy reading and translating. :)

dearest friend
on the day i was in the dusk
with worst of thought
full with heartbreaking sensation
in this endless darkness
came by an exquisite little glow
move around this almost deceased
playing and dancing beautifully
incessantly endeavor for a sincerest smile

as this light cease the dance
it happen that the moon fade
by the clouds of sorrow
and it glow dimly
until then i start to motion
as my head tilt up
the light shrink it;s glow

what is happening?
please don't leave me alone
in this nightmare

my hand start to touch the light
the light proliferate hasty and widely
winning every space of the dark sight
and no more gloomy contiguous

why, you made me stood up
again and stunning
with such amazing panorama
with blooming seeds of freshness
with enchanting sky of hopes
with chirping wings of happiness
with breezing wind of change
and the ocean bravely hit the land
and completely dazzling my very me

oh dear, how did you do that?
i can now joy the scenery
i can now sing and dance freely
i can now write creatively
i can now love this feeling
i can now smile blissfully
and that shows i am happy

oh dear, you are the light i am talking to
you are the light i touch to
you are the one who grant me the vivacity
to live the fullest

oh dear, i owe you my life
and i shall repay you with my life
and i can't halt the deem of every single of you

the sonnet i jot at this moment
is the thank for your kindness
is the thank for your sincerest
is the thank for your existent
is for you

oh dear, i love you
i certainly love you my dearest friend